IF I

Don’t ever say that you’re not important for me

You are my only life

If I could only say I love you

I’ll promise it to do

But I can’t

You just treat me as your ordinary friend

And I don’t want to force you

To say I love you too

How could I show you

That my love for you is true?

Maybe if I kiss you

And say “believe me it is true”…

31 May, 2011

SUMMER: It didn’t start good

Yipes…! I think the title tells it all… Well, anyways, just to expound things up, I think this summer won’t be really really really close to even “good”!… i got some problems to solve… I’m quite mixed up at this point… I’ve got a little problem with some of my friends and I don’t know where and how to begin (puzzled and super problematic in handling this kind of problem. Twas one of the least incidents i have expected to come… Specially now!)… Could you believe that?! what!? hmmmm…
I have always thought of my friends as my bros and sisters but I think “some” of them changed… Specially the one I know! (patay ako pag nabasa nya to… hala, get ready… tadtad sa text!)… And i got to admit, this friend is the only person that could make my temper rise!!!! (to the max!)…….. But anyways, It’s done and I guess I have explained my part… It’s up to “this friend” if this person would still want me in the league. But, to drop this topic, I understand the person… I really really really do… Daming REALLY dun ah… hehehe
Okay, so, That problem is solved… Next stop, saang lupalop ako ng mundo magbabakasyon? Sabi nung mga barkada ko… nyahahahaha! It really isn’t my prob but I’m affected! Why?! Because we’ve got the same problem… Puro nalang problema… wahahaha…

Lastly, I don’t know if I’d shift my course or enter in a different college… I can choose among AB English, Computer Engineering, Bachelor Science of Nursing  (my present course), and Electronics and Communications Engineering. I can’t decide where to go… I’m happy writing, but I should also admit to myself that I’m not bored in solving medical problems… Which is which? hhhmmmmmmmm… Can’t decide… Someone talked to me and advised me to soul search for a while and feel which one weighs much in me… But really, I can’t tell the diff’rence… It seems that they’re in equilibrium… Wah… Can’t stand thinking about this stuff.