IF I

Don’t ever say that you’re not important for me

You are my only life

If I could only say I love you

I’ll promise it to do

But I can’t

You just treat me as your ordinary friend

And I don’t want to force you

To say I love you too

How could I show you

That my love for you is true?

Maybe if I kiss you

And say “believe me it is true”…

22 June, 2011

this is issue one's again,
this time pag usapan naman natin ang mag two timer,
before anythin else 
wala akong pinatatamahan dito ha
ito eh ung kadalasan lang naman nangyayari, reality kong baga. masarapa mag two time diba.
ung tipong daladalawa sila, tatlo tatlo, minsan sampo sampo pa nga eh. 
pero minsa naisip ba natin kong anu epekto nito sa mga nasasaktan natin? 
masarap mag two time pag natapos ka sa isa lilipat ka naman sa isa tapos sa iba nman hanngang sa mag sawa ka, tapos iiwan mo lang kasi may nakikitang kang mas gwapo o mas maganda sa kanya.
minsan pag nag away kayo ng #1 mo damay damay. pati ung second, third and so fourth .
kawawa naman sila noh'
samantalang wala naman sila ginagawa sau kundi ang intindihin ka mahalin lang.,
bakit nga ba kaya masarap mag two time?
kasi de ka marungong ma kontento kong anu meron ang boyfriend o girlfriend mo? 
kasi mas meron mas better sa present mo?
o baka naman kasi selfish ka ayaw mo e let go ung present mo? 
if its for your own sake kahit nasasaktan mo na sya?
kasi anu? kasi , sarili mo lang iniisip mo? 
panu kong gawin sau un?
sa tingin mo makakaya mo?
sa tingin mo ok lang sau?
diba masakit din?
at tsaka, saka mo malalaman, 
na mahal mo talaga sya pag may mahal na syang iba pag hindi na ikaw ung mahal nya
tsk,tsk, guys, masarap mag mahal at mahalin.
sana lang marunong tayo makontento sa ibinigay satin, tayo tayo na nga lang nag kakaintindihan tapos tau tau pa nag kakatalohan
guys wake up! mahalin nyo girlfriends /boyfriends nyo, be loyal
sorry sa mga natatamaan ko,
ginigising ko lang kau sa matagal nyo pag kakatulog, baka kasi 
sa pag gising nyo wala na ung taong nag mamahal sa inyo ng totoo.





20 June, 2011

Sometimes you just feel like you don’t know where to go…
At some instances in your life, you can’t figure out which way would lead you to the right path. You ask for help from anyone you see along the road but they just can’t help you because even them could not find their way out of the dark…
Then suddenly, you look up, because you felt a tiny drop of water from above… Only then have you realized… God is watching you, guiding you… And he cried, for you did not give importance to his presence…
You pray and ask for forgiveness… You ask him to give you wisdom…
But when the problem is over, you just forget about thanking God and sharing his magnificence to your life…

Then again, you would only remember him when  problems occur…
So much pain for you…
so much discomfort…
But never knowing…
for the longest time…
you have been selfish…
Not sharing to others how God changed your life…
Not everywhere we can see a better view of the things. Some places look deserted and seemed to be hopeless… This only shows that like those places that lack things, LIFE could not be perfect… Even though how hard, and how strong we are in trying to make everything fall into place, it just can’t…
Perhaps the reason behind this is because God wanted us to remember him, to look up to him from the heavens and listen to him saying, “Son, how about asking my help to make things right? How about accepting me as your father…”
Everybody could try, but no one succeeds to be perfect, no one but the father…

We’re all like plants trying to survive the pain, the agony, and the torture this cruel world has in its hands. Some of us show beauty, of passion, and of grace, while others are living their lives in doom, in pity, and in throbbing heartache.
Some plants were even put down, being stepped on, but still, facing the trials to survive. It’s all then least thing we could do, we fight for survival… No matter how hopeless, painful, hurting, still we want to prevail. Because it is a part of our cycle… We get hurt, and eventually, we move on. And in moving on, sometimes, someone will help us—someone will pick us up from the ground in order for us to be put on our deserving pot. Unfortunately, not all have the same fate. Others survive not because someone picked them up, but because they had to find a way to survive, and that is, to store all the pain and the tears inside them, for these tears will be used at one point of their existence, to subside the thirst that they feel as they journey a long but narrow road called “LIFE”…
So, what plant are you?

10 June, 2011

Me and my Best friend Joanne while waiting for the missing Dan-dan…
                         Hehehe.. a picture a while ago while waiting for dan-dan @ their place… hehehe

31 May, 2011

SUMMER: It didn’t start good

Yipes…! I think the title tells it all… Well, anyways, just to expound things up, I think this summer won’t be really really really close to even “good”!… i got some problems to solve… I’m quite mixed up at this point… I’ve got a little problem with some of my friends and I don’t know where and how to begin (puzzled and super problematic in handling this kind of problem. Twas one of the least incidents i have expected to come… Specially now!)… Could you believe that?! what!? hmmmm…
I have always thought of my friends as my bros and sisters but I think “some” of them changed… Specially the one I know! (patay ako pag nabasa nya to… hala, get ready… tadtad sa text!)… And i got to admit, this friend is the only person that could make my temper rise!!!! (to the max!)…….. But anyways, It’s done and I guess I have explained my part… It’s up to “this friend” if this person would still want me in the league. But, to drop this topic, I understand the person… I really really really do… Daming REALLY dun ah… hehehe
Okay, so, That problem is solved… Next stop, saang lupalop ako ng mundo magbabakasyon? Sabi nung mga barkada ko… nyahahahaha! It really isn’t my prob but I’m affected! Why?! Because we’ve got the same problem… Puro nalang problema… wahahaha…

Lastly, I don’t know if I’d shift my course or enter in a different college… I can choose among AB English, Computer Engineering, Bachelor Science of Nursing  (my present course), and Electronics and Communications Engineering. I can’t decide where to go… I’m happy writing, but I should also admit to myself that I’m not bored in solving medical problems… Which is which? hhhmmmmmmmm… Can’t decide… Someone talked to me and advised me to soul search for a while and feel which one weighs much in me… But really, I can’t tell the diff’rence… It seems that they’re in equilibrium… Wah… Can’t stand thinking about this stuff.

19 January, 2011

The top 5 female erogenous zones

If you're floundering in the bedroom and your girlfriend is moaning for all the wrong reasons, these tips will point you in the right direction.
Gentlemen! If you want to get your girl moaning for real instead of faking it, you're going to have to put a bit of work in. Firstly, a male can achieve orgasm within 2 - 3 minutes when stimulated by another partner. Where as a female can take up to 15 minutes to climax.
If you know for a fact that you can't keep going for that long by pure intercourse alone (and lets face it, if you're doing that, you're having sex, not making love) then you are going to have to stimulate her body with foreplay instead.
Now before you panic and freak out, all of this can be done with your tongue and hands. I guarantee you will become a better lover in the bedroom AND you really will give her orgasm after orgasm.

The top 5 female erogenous zones

The neck
Apart from being sexy and attractive, the female neck is perhaps one of the most sensitive areas of her body. Softly kissing this area from her shoulder to below her ear (while at the same time massaging it with your tongue will send tingles and pulses up and down her spine. Keep at it and she will be breathing heavily in a very short period of time.
The ear lobes
Sucking ear lobes isn't for everyone. Some girls get the tickles when you do it but others simply adore it. While you're there you can whisper sweet nothings in her ear. Close facial contact is what she likes so this is a good way to do it if you're fed up with kissing on the lips. Also massaging her ear lobes with your fingers from time to time can be very soothing.
The nipples
On a par with the neck for sensitivity, the female nipples become hard and sit up right when stimulated with your tongue. Don't forget to give both breasts even attention and also kiss down in between her breasts as you work your way between both of them. If she hasn't grabbed your head by this stage and held it into her bosom, something's badly wrong.
The belly button
Working your way down her body, the belly button is another area you should stimulate before full intercourse. Kissing this area with your lips and tongue will cause vibrations that will vibrate through her reproductive area and begin to stimulate her G spot.
The G Spot
Ah the G spot. This holy grail legend of the female anatomy can be tricky to find. So if the chance arises, ask her if she has already found her G spot and let her point you in the right direction.
As a general guide, most female G spots can be found on the roof of the vagina (that's the side closest to her stomach.). It's about the size and shape of a 2 pence coin and can be found about 4 inches in.
Extreme caution should be taken when stimulating this area with your tongue or fingers as a female can quite literally lose control of her limbs. Don't be surprised if you get kneed in the face or get elbowed as she moans in ecstasy. It should also be noted that not all females have a G spot, so don't be alarmed if you both can't find it. As you have seen there are plenty of other areas of the female body that can be stimulated in the art of love making in order to help her climax.
Doing a combination of all these things will leave her begging for more and you will be a better lover for it. Experimentation is the key to find out what works and what doesn't as everyone is not the same.
As you can see, a true female orgasm involves the stimulation of her whole body and not just simple penetration. Taking the time to show care and attention to her needs will put you so far above any other lovers, she may have had that you may find it tricky escaping from the bed. I know I have ;-)
I hope this article helps your love life get back on track and that you become better and more confident at making love and not just having sex. Above all else, if you want to become a better lover, ask your partner what they like and what they want you to do to them. Not only will you help them get their rocks off quicker, you'll also show that you are thinking about their needs and they in turn will think about yours. This will create a much better experience than if both parties are concentrating on what each can get out of the experience in a very selfish way.
Until next time.