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| FALLING APART |
So it could be torn into pieces.
She left me with the feelings of betrayal
and being forgotten.
I'm so in love, yet so alone,
with 2 weeks thrown away.
Feeling her absence hurts the most.
My constant urge to call is almost talking over,
While on the other side, my cycle of feelings starts with rage.
Slowly going into sadness, rage again, desperation, devastation, and finally denial.
Every morning I open my eyes to emptiness,
Seeing a long black hallway with nothing in between
This so called love has taken over my life, leaving me distracted.
Days pass by and now, my emotions are going crazy. leaving me no choice but to vomit.
To empty my pessimistic thoughts.
To stop thinking that my life is over. to stop my tears from falling every night. to stop my feeling like my heart has been shattered into pieces. The hardest part of moving on is the jealousy on top of all my misery. But soon enough, I'll go to bed realizing I survived this struggle. I need to escape my depression to continue breathing. And regain my strength to love again.
regards ko sa kandila havz..
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