I LOVE YOU....

The moment I opened my heart and let you in
I saw this great love starting to begin. 

I opened my eyes to a vision of you
I hope, I pray your feelings are true. 

I have loved and I have paid the cost
And I have felt the pain of the love I lost. 

But, now, I think I have truly found
An Angel who walks upon the ground. 

You go beyond all limits for me
Just to show your love endlessly.

I could search my whole life through
And never find another 'YOU'. 

You are so special that I wanted you to know
I truly, completely love you so. 

laki ng eyebags..

miSS kita

miss na kita, 
kahit wala na ikaw paren 
ang laman ng puso ko sa twena
lageh ka sumasagip sa isipan
kahit sabihin pa de tana
sa pagkat mahal kita
ang puso ko ay saiyo paren sa twena 

lovee thiis sonngg~ i remeber being in like 1st grade and being obsessed withh herr and riding around in the car with all my friends annd like jammin

lovee thiis sonngg~ i remeber being in like 1st grade and being obsessed withh herr and riding around in the car with all my friends annd like jammin

lovee thiis sonngg~ i remeber being in like 1st grade and being obsessed withh herr and riding around in the car with all my friends annd like jammin

lovee thiis sonngg~ i remeber being in like 1st grade and being obsessed withh herr and riding around in the car with all my friends annd like jammin

lovee thiis sonngg~ i remeber being in like 1st grade and being obsessed withh herr and riding around in the car with all my friends annd like jammin

BREAK_UP STRIKE

FALLING APART

 

 

 

 

 

 

I've given away my heart,
So it could be torn into pieces.
She left me with the feelings of betrayal
and being forgotten.
I'm so in love, yet so alone,
with 2 weeks  thrown away.
Feeling her absence hurts the most.
My constant urge to call is almost talking over,
While on the other side, my cycle of feelings starts with rage.
Slowly going into sadness, rage again, desperation, devastation, and finally denial.
 Every morning I open my eyes to emptiness,
Seeing a long black hallway with nothing in between
This so called love has taken over my life, leaving me distracted.
Days pass by and now, my emotions are going crazy. leaving me no choice but to vomit.
To empty my  pessimistic thoughts.
To stop thinking that my life is over. to stop my tears from falling every night. to stop my feeling like my heart has been shattered into pieces. The hardest part of moving on is the jealousy on top of all my misery. But soon enough, I'll go to bed realizing I survived this struggle. I need to escape my depression to continue breathing. And regain my strength to love again.